Meaningless verses from me, written last year

It was just like a dream
Which was built upon something very vain
Nothing is left for me to gain
Except for this endless hopelessness
And pain.
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Everyone asks me why I'm so lonely
I cannot say anything I just say if only…
But I question this material world
Do you think is there anyone to love me?
This is the reason why I feel so lonely
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Meaningless verses
Everyone who suffers just curses
Maybe this is the reason why we exaggreate
And show ours is the most sorrowful pain
I can claim I'm the most sad being
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However, I had dreams
However, I was gonna get what I really deserve
I have been able to learn
We are here only to serve the bourgeois
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I cannot sleep
I cannot forget
I cannot fight
I cannot have what I wanna get
Above all things;
I cannot just leave this strange world and go mad…
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Every new day used to bring me happiness
Every day when I woke up
I found myself precious
Anymore either I got stuck in one day
Or
I have got lost in the darkness
I have nobody to show the way
There must be a right path
I dont wanna go on so sad
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Everything is determined for each of us
There must not be so much to say, thus
From very little to the biggest
We will struggle when we see an obstacle to pass
In short we will have what is written in our destiny
So there is no need to have so much worry!